About Me

I'm Ashley I am 17. The first and most important part of my life is my nieces katie & laura-beth. Then the rest of my family and if you are close friends with my family you are family. My life has changed alot in this past year. since may 14th alot of things have changed in my life just read and you will see. God bless Ash

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Holding it together for my family but falling apart inside

God can still do a miricale but it looks like we just need to enjoy this little time! tommorow after katies visit with adrian...if she feels well enough we will finally get to take her back to chucky chesses for one last time! hoping tommorow she will feel great just so we can have a great day together! I love her so much! she is my best friend and my eldest niece i cannot believe that the doctors say we have only a week maybe 2...but the thing is i need to enjoy it now and cry later because i dont wanna look back and see myself waisting my time with her by going away and falling apart........thats my way of seeing it people its not that i dont love her as much as all those around me falling apart but if everyone falls apart no one is there to comfort and hold those that are falling apart....and i cannot talk any longer my family needs me im sorry

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