TRUE REDNECK!
Sitn in a camo mossy oak chair and cutn down a tree with a hack saw wearn camo realtree gloves lol
!*Better than REVENGE*!

This is a video i made about me and its so accurate lol

Dreams...maybe it has a meaning...

I had a dream last night that i could see katie and she looked like this back when she had hair before she got sick...but no one else could see her...i knew she had passed away and all but she was always with me holding my hand, riding on my back, or me holding her on my hip...everyone thought i was completly crazy but i told them im not crazy because im not denying that she died...I didnt understand it i could talk to her hold her and see her when no one else could... Maybe its just God telling me that her spirit is always with me.....even though in reality i cannot see her...i can only see her in my dreams...

This Bible Verse Caught my eye today

Luke 20:36 KJV
36Neither can they die any more: for they are equal unto the angels; and are the children of God, being the children of the resurrection.

I do have alot to be sad about but i also have alot to be thankful for

I have a beautiful niece named laura-beth! She is what keeps me wanting to be here on this earth!

I also have an amazing boyfriend who is always there for me no matter what. Through the bad and the good he sticks around.Most guys would have ran the other way through all this but he stays by my side and supports me, holds me when i cry, tells me it will be all right, drives me home when i have a break down and am in no condition to drive, i say thank you and im sorry and he says its fine no biggy....Katie used to say hes just a funny boy......well maybe he is but he's my funny boy! lol I love steven!
I have a best friend who is always there for me if i need her i call her my soul sis!
Though i do not have katie anymore i have all the people she also loved who love me!

2months.........

Grief is my kryptonite
Its been two months since you left to be with jesus and all the other lil perfect angels….the other day I thought id made it to where I could smile at the mention of you instead of cry but I guess I cant yet….Sunday the pastor mentioned your funeral during the service and I just broke down…mom said to steven is Ashley ok he asked me and I lied and after I ran straight out of those church doors and to the truck and just started crying steven and mom came and hugged me and just held me….the thing is I know who you’d be today and I want you to be that but you cant cause your not here and its breaking me apart…..I try to smile at the thought that your having fun in heaven I do smile when I see a butterfly but everything else that reminds me of you I eventually break down crying….I miss you so much…