One of my favorite movies ! called according to Greta and the song explains how i feel lately..................i just wish i could stay in bed all day...but apparently no matter how much i like it or not life must go on.......................its not my choice
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
got to get better
Things are going to get better. I have an amazing family, an Amazing Soul sis whos family is my second family, and a wonderful boyfriend. I'm in community college and im doing my best but life has been crazy and ive got to get out of this slump. Finals soon but i can keep going like i am have surgery december 21 hopefully it will help idk how much
more longer i can take this horrible pain ive been going through just feel like this song above can be an uplifting one. Its so hard this time of year dec 27th katie would be 6 years old oh how it hurts me but ive got to keep going. I miss her and laura beth is getting to come so i am excited anyway got econ homework to do i just felt like posting.Love, Ash
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
Best Weekend Ever Real smiles!
lked and ran were : Me, Ashley Riley,Beverly, Steven, Jennifer (Steven's mom),Dakota, And Jennifer's Friends mom.
Steven drove us in his new truck =) After that he and Bev were actually getting
a
lon
g so we all went to the park and we played around then we practiced, or I should sayl I pra
cticed baseball with Dakota while Steven and Bev sat and talked. They played baseball a little but not much.That afternoon I had to take Beverly home . La
ter Steven and I watched a movie together then he left and I got ready to go to the Teen night dance. I was tired but I had a really good time...legs were hurting....Then I got home and went straight to bed because id been up so long.....Woke up picked up
Steven and Curtis went to church Got there early to help with sound booth...I walked in and my best friend(beverly) and her little brother Derek was there i was so excited! Then we went home from church dad made lunch and mom Got on Facebook! And Mrs.Julie had posted about if anyone wanted 4 Selena Gomez Tickets and mom
told me so I immidiatly Called Miss.Julie and she said that her neighbor is the one th
at had them so she would call her.So anyway i called bev and said ok i have s
omething to ask you if i was to say that we had Selena Gomez tickets for tonight would you want to Go? She yelled YES and her parents agreed to let her go so we went and Got her then went and got the tickets and it even came with a parking pass! It was just what we needed to get us out of our Frowns. I want to Thank God for blessing us! I want to thank Miss. Julie for telling us about them and making it happen for us to get them, I also would like to thank the person i dont even know but made this all
possible who gave us the tickets and the parking pass.Her name is Meadow Schwander! Thank you so much!
Selena Gomez & The Scene
Me and Bev Waiting in line to get the cowboys autographs
Me and Bev holding up our passes during the Concert
Holding up our GlowSticks at the concert!
Me and Two Cute Cowboys lol
We also got to go to the rodeo and go look around and even meet some of the cowboys we got their autographs and i got a picture with two of them.
You made Two teenage girls show their real smiles again!
Friday, February 11, 2011
Why Does God make us learn everything?
This is something i don't think on this earth i will ever get an answer i agree with...
I havn't bloged in a long time things have been hard....Life has been busy!
I turn 18 next month march 16th....I decided all i want is people to sign up and run in the warrior run! It only costs 20 bucks to sign up and only takes up 1 saturday where as cancer takes away years and sometimes there whole lives! This is all i want and id like to meet everyone that is doing it because i asked them to for my birthday and in memory of Katie and take a group picture of all of us together for my birthday
below is a link to go and sign up please do!
The date of that will be May 7,2011
I will send you an invitation closer to the date!
Steven Turned 18 on the 8th of this month....Happy Birthday to him
And ive had some good times with Beverly lately my soul sis! We are both learning and Growing up in different ways but together!
Ive been struggling through Katie not being here...Idk why but ive always felt i have to be the strong one so the only time Katie saw me shed a tear was when she was dying in her last few moments.....I don't have to be strong i guess but i always feel if i shed a tear its going to let someone down.....I will admit I am mad at God....I don't see how he could let any of this happen! But I still love God and trust him........I just dont understand anyway why couldn't god just make us strong enough so we wouldnt have to get stronger by learning things the hard way! Idk and i dont think in this life i will ever know!
love, Ash
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
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