2months.........

Grief is my kryptonite
Its been two months since you left to be with jesus and all the other lil perfect angels….the other day I thought id made it to where I could smile at the mention of you instead of cry but I guess I cant yet….Sunday the pastor mentioned your funeral during the service and I just broke down…mom said to steven is Ashley ok he asked me and I lied and after I ran straight out of those church doors and to the truck and just started crying steven and mom came and hugged me and just held me….the thing is I know who you’d be today and I want you to be that but you cant cause your not here and its breaking me apart…..I try to smile at the thought that your having fun in heaven I do smile when I see a butterfly but everything else that reminds me of you I eventually break down crying….I miss you so much…