Anyway now that i have apolligized and i know i just misspelled that probably but owell.....
Today was the scavenger hunt at chuch it was fun we came in second but it was still alot of fun....Then we stayed and played cards and basketball and they ordered pizza....but the other night yes whats going with katie has me upset but i was told some stuff all in the same timeframe that upset me greatly two..... I really dont feel as if i can talk about the details of one of them but i will tell you some!!!
I think of my neighbor across the street as like a grandma to me ive always been here for her when her grandkids couldn't or didn't want to. She has bone cancer and has been fighting it....She hasnt been acting like herself and has started drinking not just one beer but REALY drinking....I know she always loved to dance so she would go out to the clubs and dance but never drink!!! and the other day her grandson came to stop her from leaving the house and she didn't know who he was.........................And the other day well yesterday Friday i got a text message from my soul sis Beverly asking me what the normal white count is for a 1 yr old then i called her and she said the doc is saying a possiblitlity of lukimia and this is her nephew we are talking about. He had a level of 11.7 i believe and the doc said 3 was normal she says she thinks her sis is just over reacting but they will see she is going back this coming Thursday for more blood tests......
So i have found myself kind of overwhelmed and i feel bad for just showing that to everyone i realize i have been a bitch to many people lately i hope those can forgive me for the past 2 days and my attitude.....ive been tied together with a smile but i finally came undone and im sorry to those who read,talked,seen me if i have acted wrong i hope you can accept my appoligy and forgive me.....
God bless
Love,Ash
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